I wrote a book!

I wrote this book because I spent my twenties and thirties looking for it. When I first experienced higher energy–that floating feeling that feels a little like love or peace or joy–I didn’t know what it was or how to return to it. It felt like bliss and it was fleeting. I went off to college and, here and there, when life got complicated I wished that I could return to that state and see the world and myself a little more clearly. I wanted to touch on that feeling again. I thought that higher energy could only be accessed by far away swamis and gifted intuitives with crystal balls. I didn’t know how to find those people and I wasn’t interested in a lifestyle that took me outside the mainstream. I went to college, got a job, created a life where I was too busy for enlightenment.

But, that floating feeling kept coming to me–after a major surgery, in a special yoga class, at a retreat center in the mountains. Eventually I learned that higher energy is no big deal. It is within us and around us all the time. It is waiting for us to turn toward it and remember that we are it. We are the energy that I yearned for and, better yet, there are many practices that can help us touch on it. Feeling peace, love and joy is always available to us every day. This book is the story of how I learned that.

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Editorial reviews


“Paula Throckmorton's courageous journey from fear and constriction into the bliss of higher energy is beautifully told in her new book Too Busy for Enlightenment. Paula vividly describes the timeless spiritual practices and wisdom that enabled her to access higher energy, and she provides a path that can benefit us all. I highly recommend this book."

Brian L. Weiss, MD, Author of Many Lives, Many Masters

"In this wonderfully bravehearted, clear-eyed account, Paula Throckmorton manages to tell a spiritual adventure story that is intensely personal and also universal. I couldn't put it down."

Gretchen Rubin, Bestselling author of Life in Five Senses and The Happiness Project

"Paula has a unique and profound gift for guiding meditation. Her group sessions, which I have been blessed to be part of for years, are a gateway to healing the human heart, deeply calming the body, and making meditation a spiritual adventure. She brings to her practice one of the rarest combinations of insight, exploration, and creating community."

Carla Goldstein, President and CEO of the Omega Institute

"Paula Throckmorton has certainly moved past being a reluctant seeker with a fear of being booted out of the mainstream! She shares a wealth of knowledge and vulnerability in her book Too Busy for Enlightenment. As you join her on her journey, you will be guided through many examples of higher energy. The storytelling is captivating, and you won't put the book down that many times before realizing you are already waiting for Paula's next book!"

David Elliot,Healer

"It's so easy to get caught up in rushing through your to-do list and sleepwalking through your life. You can miss the mundane glory of merely being alive. Paula is out to change that, for herself and for you. The pregame is over. As the Zen Buddhists say, don't squander your life. There are many ways to wake up, and this book is filled with personal stories and practical strategies, all designed to help you do just that."

Dan Harris,Author of 10% Happier

"This is a must-read for anyone who has struggled to find inner peace in our fractured world. Throckmorton's honest and often amusing skepticism of higher energy is appealing and easy to identify with. Ultimately this is a book about self-love, acceptance, and the journey towards understanding what it means to be human. Too Busy for Enlightenment is about the meaning and the embodiment of freedom."

Kate Crow, Coach

"Paula Throckmorton's Too Busy for Enlightenment is a compelling and courageous book about one woman's relentless search for self-discovery. Paula is unflinchingly candid as she describes the remarkable highs and lows of her journey. While in Rio de Janeiro in her late teens, Paula experiences a powerful spiritual initiation from a psychic named Maria. Maria is an extraordinarily gifted medium who reveals the wisdom and guidance that illuminates Paula's Divine path. This experience becomes both a touchstone and an unshakable reminder for Paula to seek out the energies of Higher Energy, healing, and transformation. Paula's story was riveting. It is an eloquent reminder that courage and curiosity are necessary to live a life of purpose and authenticity. I could not put this book down! Thank you, Paula!"

Heather Cumming, Healer